23.3.06
Hello today was like the slackest training I ever attended. Actually my fever wasn't that serious or what but jiaolian insisted i sit at the side, do homework and um go to the toilet in order to help cure my fever through peeing. And drink green tea. So I tried to do math corrections but ahya didn't have calculator and the numbers were so big so I ended up observing training. Its quite interesting to look out for some details.

Argh OM is going to take up so much of our free time! I bet we'll be left with the pathetic late night hours to rush for the other sias. Oh but nevermind. Shall not complain, since we actually had the luck to get in.

And I don't know what's actually happening to us. Everything I say seems so forced out, its like its just for the sake of talking. A conversation to "maintain" our friendship when inside we know it doesn't help. It just shows how much the bridge we built have crumbled. I tried, I really did, but right now I think im just too exhausted to think of ways to save it. Well, guess we've just burned out, and I really hope that a new flame will start to flicker again.
Thursday, March 23, 2006

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